tak perlu berlebihan, yang penting cukup

semoga kita mendapat cukup kebahagiaan
untuk membuat kita bahagia
cukup cobaan
untuk membuat kita kuat
cukup penderitaan
untuk membuat kita menjadi manusia bijak dan berbudi
dan cukup harapan
untuk membuat kita bersikap positif terhadap kehidupan.

my lectures are the real inspirator

maaf sebelumnya kalo terlalu panjang, lagi pengen nulis dan sharing aja.. cekibrot

Well , I have almost 3 months in this class but I think I learn more than i expect. It’s not only about the materials, but something that not in the curriculum. It’s about hopes, effort and miracle. I took 22sks this semester and almost all of the lectures inspire me. I will told to you one by one and hopefully you will also being inspire by me and them J

First are my lectures in introduction to accounting 2. They are Mr. Agung and Mr.Muki (if I’m not mistaken.) Mr.Agung is baliness person; he’s really good in teaching. He speaks so fluently in English and he’s too smart I think. Funny thing is, when the class started to got confuse because of his explanation he will say “don’t be confused you will study it on advanced accounting” (always with the same tone) aigoo so what does he meant by saying that? But it really make me to talk to myself “don’t be confused yana don’t be confused, he’s only testing you” and another funny thing about him is when i couldn’t get the point in the class then I read the book at home, i will absolutely think “how stupid I am in front of that lecture?” I also heard that he got scholarship and he will continue his study on Europe soon. Oh my God its amazing! Its inspiring me, honestly.

And about Mr.Muki,err.. Honestly first time i met him, i adore him. The way he teach us, how he tell his experience study in US and many more. He’s different. Maybe because of his age, he’s wise enough at his age. He always say something “tepat sasaran.” Beside that he also ask his student to dreaming. Something that i can’t forget about him is his speech “I’m here not to teach you, but to inspire you.” Yes sir! You are really inspire me to be at least, same with you. Amin

Second is about my introduction to management lecture. She’s just like my mother and i’m surprised when i met her at the first time. I thought I was watching my mother teach me. LOL. She finished her study in Amsterdam (if I’m not mistaken), but she not only brings materials to Indonesia she also brings experience and knowledge. Every time she told us about his experience there, it remains me to my mother who failed got her scholarship because her English score. I don’t know why. But it’s also inspiring me.

Third is my monetary economic lecture. Only once i met him but he inspiring me at the first time. As ussual because he told us his experience studying abroad. He also makes jokes that make us laugh, of course in english. Second lecture of this subject also inspire me. His sentence really motivates me although maybe you don’t want to hear. He said to us “never dream to study in the US if you are: first not good in English of course and second doesn’t have good score in mathematics” he say it three times and give pressed impression on his speak.

In conclusion, I think I always being inspire by my lectures especially their experience study abroad. So find out your own inspirator and what things inspiring you so that you can get motivated. Good luck.

sepertinya sedang benar* diuji..

astagfirullah , innalillahi... thats all i can say for now..

sepertinya minggu ini lagi bener* diuji sama Allah, dan my grandma said "yowes lagi di paringi kok mosok arep ditolak?" baca: yaudah lagi dikasih(cobaan) masa mau ditolak yes youre right my grand.. kalo masalah hape thats only a piece of.. tapi ada satu kalimat yang bikin selalu semangat fa innamaal usri yusro - which means that setelah kesusahan pasti ada kemudahan, every sadness always follow with happiness :)

Galau part #2

gak tau kenapa

tapi galau banget hari ini

kebanyakan yang dipikirin tapi gak bisa dikeluarin

someone, please help me

galau milih mana

well finally i joined EC and i feel so bad pengen nangis deh (-̩̩-̩̩͡____-̩̩-̩̩͡) . pertama selain pelajarannya sulit juga karena jadi merasa di kucilkan . hiks . apa mereka gak tau apa yang harus dihadepin ma anak* EC kok sampe tega banget bilang kayak gitu (-̩̩-̩̩͡____-̩̩-̩̩͡) udah gitu belum begitu cocok lagi sama anak*nya . oh oh oh . gimana ini ? what should i do ? sebenernya masih bisa sih KPRS pindah ke kelas reguler tapi gue masih belum yakin sumpah bimbang banget . needs someone to talk to . yang bener* bisa kasih advice . tapi tiap kali gue cerita coba share semua jawabannya tuh malah bikin emosi . grrr

X itu gue Y itu temen gue :

X:duh gimana ini ?
Y:mbending juga kelas reguler aja *sambil ngeloyor*

X:haduhh.. gmn ya ?
Y:makanya reguler aja

X:duh piye yo enake ?
Y:*ngomong panjang lebarrrrrrr intinya itu urusanmu bukan urusan lo bukan urusan gue yg pntg bukan gue yg ngalamin*

ya Allah emosi banget ! KPRS itu minggu depan tanggal 8 sedangkan aku belum dapet seseorang yg bisa aku ajak ngobrol serius . calm down calm down . mungkin diluarnya aku ketawa ketiwi tapi dalemnya nangis darah gue . galau . seseorang yang akher akher ini biasanya gue curhatin eeehh malah gatau kemana , yoweslah..tauk deh gelap..